Dear Miss Xoey,
YOu are a very sassy 2 year old little girl. You have such spunk and attitude. At the time you were born I was going through something very profound in my life. Your father had done something very bad and has gone away for awhile. It was just a day after I found out you were coming. So I filed for divorce and a few months later you were here. We have always had a weird relationship. At the time you were born, I was in despair. I honestly didnt care what happened to me at that point in time. I was so sad. Then you came and it took a few months but you lifted me up again. You cried all the time and I got frustrated a lot. I think part of it was because I was angry with daddy. Daddy isnt a bad person, sweetheart. He did something bad and he is paying for it. Sometimes I feel like it was my fault. Ive realized it isnt. I still love daddy and I always will. If i ever had a chance to make things ok with him again I would.
I love you Xoey Jane. You drive me nuts sometimes but I love you to the moon and right back. You are one of the best things in my life and it wouldnt be the same without you. You are the most beautiful, sweet, kindest daughter I could ever ask for.
All my love,
Mommy
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